Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Love is..

You have got to love a women who
brings that opportunity to a man to make
some money...

But you got to love the man more
for suggesting to spend that money on
the women!

My dream this morning

You know how they say, dreams are like one or two seconds long.. but it always feels like a lifetime when you had it?
Well, when you have a bad dream, you want it to be short, and you want to get out of it quick.
I had one of those this morning.
I dreamt by boyfriend was giving kissing lessons to the maid.
I dreamt he said it was okay.
I dreamt I threw a fit at him, and asked of him to leave immediately.
I dreamt I saw the maid later and asked if she initiated or was my boyfriend being a good citizen?
She cheerfully replied that she asked for it, and than I slapped her. In reality, I would have slapped her and fired her. But in reality, I would not be able to afford a maid.

So, I woke up quite disturb.. In fact, this was one dream I remember quite clearly as I screamed myself back to reality. I scrambbled across the bed, reached for my dream book. Could not find anything similar to my dream.....
What was in my head the night before.. what have I been busy unconciously thinking or worried about...
I can put a face to the maid in my dream... and she's the cleaner I say hi to every morning at work... could my dream be telling me, that I am too nice, hence people take advantage of nice people... or ... betrayal is lurking.....
Alittle confused...
Alittle weary..
Quite tired this morning..

You maybe wondering, so did I tell my boyfriend about it... well I did. He knows of my weird, twisted.. worrying tendancy to dream.. hence the dream book was a gift from him...
He thought little of it.. kissed me a good day and that was it...
I later got up and went to work.

An hour later, at the office.

I saw her... the cleaner. It's so strange. It was a natural reaction of mine to greet her with a smile, but today it was a half smile....